Somewhere With You

Artist: Chesney Kenny
Song: Somewhere With You
Album: Hemingway's Whiskey
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If you're going out with someone new
I'm going out with someone too
I won't feel sorry for me, I'm getting drunk
But I'd much rather be somewhere with you

Laughing loud on a carnival ride, yeah
Driving around on a Saturday night
You made fun of me for singing my song
Got a hotel room just to turn you on

You said pick me up at three a.m.
You're fighting with your mom again
And I'd go, I'd go, I'd go somewhere with you

I won't sit outside your house
And wait for the lights to go out
Call up an ex to rescue me, climb in their bed
When I'd much rather sleep somewhere with you

Like we did on the beach last summer
When the rain came down and we took cover
Down in your car, out by the pier
You laid me down, whispered in my ear

I hate my life, hold on to me
Ah, if you ever decide to leave
Then I'll go, I'll go, I'll go

I can go out every night of the week
Can go home with anybody I meet
But it's just a temporary high 'cause when I close my eyes
I'm somewhere with you, somewhere with you

If you see me out on the town
And it looks like I'm burning it down
You won't ask and I won't say
But in my heart I'm always somewhere with you

Laughing loud on a carnival ride, yeah
Driving around on a Saturday night
You made fun of me for singing my song
Got a hotel room just to turn you on

You said pick me up at three a.m.
You're fighting with your mom again
And I'd go, I'd go, I'd go

I can go out every night of the week
Can go home with anybody I meet
But it's just a temporary high 'cause when I close my eyes
I'm somewhere with you, somewhere with you

Somewhere with you
I'm somewhere with you
I'm somewhere with you
Somewhere with you
Somewhere with you

Suddenly

All of a sudden, I'm feeling the blues again. The thought of me not wanting to wait and the possibility of another person coming into my life made me so kinda upset.

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

Neil Gaiman quotes (English born American Novelist, Journalist, Screenwriter, Children's author and Comics writer of American Gods, amongst many others, b.1960)

Yup, that very much describes the sitution. Except the last line. lol I am feeling a lot better. Everyday I'm getting stronger and stronger. Wiser and wiser. Better and better. I hope Ranny is happy. I wish him the best, literally. I trust that he will make wise decisions. Becuase this is not about me.


Current Music: Loser Like Me - Glee

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So this is my contest entry. lol Thanks to my brother and my friend, we made the vid. lol There are more clips but I didn't have time to edit and submit before the deadline. So I did what I could in that limited amount of time. Hope you enjoy it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LIQsV2X9ov0

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As for today, I find it amusing how the last chapter of my psychology course is all about love, intimacy, attraction, and so on. Especially of what just happened. lol Itsn't that amusing? And I get an exam on it today. The whole day, even now, thoughts of Ranny kept coming to me. And each time it does, I tell myself to fight against any resistance that will keep Ranny from being happy. Honour our agreement. Respect his decisions. I will never stand in his way of happiness. If he finds happiness with that girl, if that girl is able to make him all that, then let it be. I want the best for him. I really do. It's the least I can do.


Current music: lose like me -Glee

Glee~

Did some crazy spending today. Got ear piercings today. Thought it'll hurt, I was hoping the physical pain would distract me. But it only a pinch, lol very tolerable. I cried in public today cuz stupid jojo said something. lol I did some studying for my exam tomorrow, still studying in fact, but I feel a lot better. I think I am finally letting go. He doesn't know me anymore. Although the thought that he's gonna be all protective over her is hurts a bit, but I will respect his choice and who knows more about boundaries than me. lol A friend of my besty is a friend of mine. Im not liking this, but it's not about me. lol I still need some time away from them but I'll be fine. Finally, this song really cheer me up. After listening it for 2 hours, I'm a ok~ lol

Glee – Loser Like Me Lyrics

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(Lea Michele/Rachel)

Yeah, you may think that I’m a zero
But, hey, everyone you wanna be
Probably started off like me
You may say that I’m a freakshow (I don’t care)
But, hey, give me just a little time
I bet you’re gonna change your mind

All of the dirt you’ve been throwin’ my way
It ain’t so hard to take, that’s right
‘Cause I know one day you’ll be screamin’ my name
And I’ll just look away, that’s right

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don’t care
Keep it up, I’m tunin’ up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me

(Cory Monteith/Finn)

Push me up against the locker
And hey, all I do is shake it off
I’ll get you back when I’m your boss
I’m not thinkin’ ’bout you haters
‘Cause hey, I could be a superstar
I’ll see you when you wash my car

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All of the dirt you’ve been throwin’ my way
It ain’t so hard to take, that’s right
‘Cause I know one day you’ll be screamin’ my name
And I’ll just look away, that’s right

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don’t care
Keep it up, I’m tunin’ up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me
A loser like me

Hey, you, over there
Keep the L up-up in the air
Hey, you, over there
Keep the L up, ’cause I don’t care
You can throw your sticks, and you can throw your stones
Like a rocket, just watch me go
Yeah, l-o-s-e-r
I can only be who I are

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don’t care
Keep it up, I’m tunin’ up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don’t care
Keep it up, I’m tunin’ up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FQ59jBudWwQ

speechless

My x got a new gf. Somehow, even tho I have no reason to, I feel so sad. SOme say it's jealousy. Other say its cuz I still love him. But it doesn't matter, because no matter what they say, Im still sad. I tried rationalizing, but it only aided a tiny bit. The whole world is celebrating that my x found 'finally' found someone.

Even when I told my siblings, they were all like 'oh good~ u can move on'. And I know I should, but everytime he comes across my mind, somehow it just kinda hurt. I don't know if we can even be friends anymore. All of a sudden, it got so awk. But I don't want to throw out like 8 years of friendship for some girl. Yet at the same time, it's not the same anymore.

What saddens me the most is that he wants me to move on too. Keep telling me to date and give other guys a try. Like yea, no, you can go screw youself.

In a way tho, I am happy that he's getting all these 'new exp'. He's so socialable, happy, friendly~ If we're meant to be, if we were wut he said like 8 years ago lol, we'll be together~ lo I don't know, but at the point in time, knowning that I'm the winner at the end, I'm happy.

He's right. I should do the same and choose from the most qualify canadiate. I want the best for me too. He's gonna have some major comepetition. By that time comes, he better be prepare.lol

God Works Miracle

The deception of OMNI Group still lingers here, in my thoughts. I'm still going to the interview tomorrow, it'll be good for experience, but that excitement died. I'm still trying to recover. Maybe it was something that my boss/friend said that made me dislike this company. I feel tricked. Their job posting was so ambiguous, they posted like nothing as their employer profile, not to mention that they have the same name as 100000000 other companies. I guess in a way, it was my stupidity, mixing the OMNI group with the OMNI group that got me really disappointed in myself. THe OMNI group I was loking at was a really impressive company, but the other OMNI group that I actually applied for was something different. Till now, I have no idea what they are and what they do. And the way they posted was very dishonest.

I feel like crying after that meeting with my boss/friend who tried to figure out what this company is about for me with the limited information we have. I know this is an excuse, but I'm just gonna say it to get it out, and then I can cry and hate myself later.

She gave me some instructions that would have I guess save me today, but I didn't exactly follow her instructions. I was upset with the deception. I felt so silly. So I called up Ranny and I ranted. About 2 hours later when I was like pass 1am, he had to go sleep and me too actually, I have a class 8:30am today. Since it was so late, I didn't do what I was suppose to do, and somehow, I have no regret. I still felt relief that Ive called Ranny. Im still happy to have heard his voice~ somehow, when I talk to him, all the problems in the world just goes away. Ironically, we were talking about the end of the world with all these earthquake, tsunami, war.

I want to thank GOd for giving me such a good friend. I know that somehow, if I put my trust in God, it will all work out well. And just like that, I got another interview on Wed for a HR position part time at this pretty well known financial company. Although I really really mess up the phone interview, taken by surprise while I was with my boss/friend shopping for dress wear for my tomorrow's interview, they still want me to come in for another interview.

God has delivered me again~ working wonders