Its Alright, Its Ok

lol This song.... reminds me of Target.

"It's Alright, It's Ok"

You told me
there's no need
To talk it out
Cause its too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words
And walked away

No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrait a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

Don't waist you fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's Way to late
I'm closing the door

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

It's Alright, OK
Alright, OK
Without you
No matter what you say
It's Alright, OK
Alright, OK
Without you
I won't be sorry 

 

-Ashley Tisdale

Crying Again

I think aside from my bf, there isn't anyone in the world who can hurt me like my father. When my mom say hurtful stuff, I just brush it off my shoulder, roll my eyes and wonder when is she going to stop talking. When my dad say hurtful stuff, he strips away my dignity and pride.

What happened was during the sharing time of bible study, my father asked if I need the car tomorrow to go to school and I was like "no, the bf is picking me up." I also made a little joke "Im giving him more chances to drive me around." Mom and Esy cheered, and dad nodded, agreeing to what I said but raised his voice in all seriousness and said this "YOU KNOW, IT FEELS AS THOUGH YOU'RE REALLY CHEAP."

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How can you say that? Do you really feel that way about me? Cheap? Not worthy? Because I'm a girl and I go out? I drive? I pick up my bf if I see the need to?  Somehow, his words really hurt me. I can't stop crying.

I just think that he doesn't have to drive me at all to places? My mind is filled with nothing but counter hurtful insults. I think they just want me to go and stop living off them. I don't know what I'm going to do. Right now, I can say I can I really dislike them. 

Slow to anger, quick to listen and slow to speak.