God Works Miracle

The deception of OMNI Group still lingers here, in my thoughts. I'm still going to the interview tomorrow, it'll be good for experience, but that excitement died. I'm still trying to recover. Maybe it was something that my boss/friend said that made me dislike this company. I feel tricked. Their job posting was so ambiguous, they posted like nothing as their employer profile, not to mention that they have the same name as 100000000 other companies. I guess in a way, it was my stupidity, mixing the OMNI group with the OMNI group that got me really disappointed in myself. THe OMNI group I was loking at was a really impressive company, but the other OMNI group that I actually applied for was something different. Till now, I have no idea what they are and what they do. And the way they posted was very dishonest.

I feel like crying after that meeting with my boss/friend who tried to figure out what this company is about for me with the limited information we have. I know this is an excuse, but I'm just gonna say it to get it out, and then I can cry and hate myself later.

She gave me some instructions that would have I guess save me today, but I didn't exactly follow her instructions. I was upset with the deception. I felt so silly. So I called up Ranny and I ranted. About 2 hours later when I was like pass 1am, he had to go sleep and me too actually, I have a class 8:30am today. Since it was so late, I didn't do what I was suppose to do, and somehow, I have no regret. I still felt relief that Ive called Ranny. Im still happy to have heard his voice~ somehow, when I talk to him, all the problems in the world just goes away. Ironically, we were talking about the end of the world with all these earthquake, tsunami, war.

I want to thank GOd for giving me such a good friend. I know that somehow, if I put my trust in God, it will all work out well. And just like that, I got another interview on Wed for a HR position part time at this pretty well known financial company. Although I really really mess up the phone interview, taken by surprise while I was with my boss/friend shopping for dress wear for my tomorrow's interview, they still want me to come in for another interview.

God has delivered me again~ working wonders