Lately~ I am tempted to purchase Adele's 21 o_o lol I don't know why but I've been listening to a lot of her music lately. I also want to watch 3D Glee X_X!! *sigh* My poor hard-earn-money~ THere are also these really cool hot blazer that I've been *_* but u know~ my room is kinda messy so until I clean I'm not getting anything. 'Sides it's really expensive >__> Like really really expensive *sigh* Maybe when I get a stable income then I can afford it.

So my father notice a change in behaviour in me~ He even called me out on it yesterday~ So whatever it is, it must be huge~ because my father usually don't notice anything about me really. Although I think I have my parents convinced that it's my demanding work that I am dating and perhaps the reason why I'm always so happy suddenly is because my boss has already driven me to insanity.

So my schedule looks hectic next week. I mean HECTIC! It's crazy, like I have to make time for family dinner. lol Not even bible study just eating at home. Maybe I should make more of an effort to spend more time with my family. So here's wut it looks like:

Monday - work, potluck dinner ^_<
Tuesday - badminton, chilling out with ya know~
Wednesday - work, tai chi, gu zheng (trying to fit everything in)
Thursday - gu zheng at night
Friday - maybe scrabble, maybe not
Saturday - Don't know yet
Sunday - Don't know yet

Hmm I need more time to practice gu zheng~ have to memorize some music x_X for Nov examination

Current Music: Set Fire To The Rain - Adele

2 years after the departure of my first relationship, I found another. Although it still hurts so much to see Ranny with some girl, I'm finally slowly moving on. I created an illusion that I was over him long ago, had my life all planned out, so eager to see what's next. But it's only an illusion, those who know me knows that Im still hurting...

So today I was at a wedding. Lots of funny stuff happened, all I can say is that my friend really knows how to select flower boys. lol!~ Anyway, when I have my wedding some day, the only person I want to be thinking about is my future hubby. Although I still love Ranny and I don't think this love will die unless I die too, there is a bright warm future waiting and calling to me.

<3 Tyler Ward

Confession

So my stats final is coming up right, I really need to study. Especially since I mad fail the midterm with half the class~ The class average was 59%.Even if they bell it up, it wouldn't do that good for me. u_u So I really need to get perfect in like everything.

Work-wise, I have SOOO much to do! Just so much on my plate. T_T Have to rush something done tonight for my one and only~ u_u *sigh*

Social Life? Seeing this friend of mine a lot lately o_o Like every other day. I see his parents too, I play badminton with his father. So I don't know~ I know he likes me tho I'm not sure if he's just playing or what not. Frankly speaking, I don't want a relationship, and I hope I made it clear with him. I don't think he wants one either. But if this is just all fun and games then there should be some type of boundaries? If not, then I should set some. Hm.... o.O

sdf

I'm very sorry to bother you, I won't ask again. u_u

>_< *sigh*~ I'll just deal with it.

One minute I'm laughing about Rainbow Bat Man, the next, I crash in disappointment. I went out to see this old friend of mine, did some stats, watched a movie, drove in mist (I mean mist! couldn't see a thing), had so much great laughter. After that, I had to drive myself back home in this HUGE thunderstorm. I thought the mist was bad, but the thunderstorm was SOOO BAD!! I literally couldn't see a thing. When I was turning into my street I don't know, I think I felt a very very small bomb on my car (like I hit something) O__O I am praying to God that it was nothing, it was becuz the road was bumby or something. I don't recall seeing anything. There were A LOT of rain, but when I turn, I turned pretty slowly, and I just don't recall seeing anything there. And I don't know why anyone would be there in a middle of a crazy thunderstorm? If not then, it may be a small animal or something? o.O It decides to take advantage of this pouring rain? yea... Or (and I think the most likely) a small branch or something, or something dropped something, a bottle or I dunno...

I got out of the car to go inside the house, that few second was enough to soak me. That's how bad it is out there. u_u

*sigh* and now... I feel so down. My boss lectured me the entire day today. Even after I got home, she called and discovered more issues with me. *sigh* I really don't know how to handle it. I know that she kept repeating herself cuz I'm not doing it. But sigh I dunno. u___________u sigggggggggggggggggggggggggh

Aftermath

So the exam didn't go well. I should have known that the ADMS ppls/courses/exams always, I MEAN ALWAYS~ find some ways to screw it over. I don't wanna repeat how they screw me over (tho I admit, I could have done better on my part, it definately wasn't my best u_u)


So I started preparing for finals. I got a quiz next week or something. *sigh* Getting some help from a friend on Wed, so doing my prep now. I still have to send my draft for the catalog for work by tonight. X_X So much stuff to do.

Today, I went to pick up my grad present for brit. If I have time and finds my mom's ipod touch lying around, I'll take a pic of it and post it lol. n omg~~ So I was at pmall today, didn't expect to buy anything else. I went into the CD store and usually, even if I want to buy something, the prices are a total turn off. But today, I found Alan's Best Of Album!!! For A REALLY REALLY GOOD PRICE!! It was still a bit expensive, but for the deal that I was getting, :D:D:D ^-^ I'm sooo happy. I have her album just standing there on my desk right now, her smile is too sweet to just put it away. Now that I think about it, the last album I got was FIR's Love Diva. It was like 2/3 years ago? lol I don't know~ I also saw Koda Kumi and I kinda wanna get her tour stuff. Cept, I find that their stuff is not compatible to our DVD, which means that I can only watch it on comp. But if I can watch it on comp, mine was well just youtube it something. Hm~ I do like Koda Kumi, there was a point in time (I think it was during her Kingdom era) that I debated and debated if I should get her CD. I'm still debating but she doesn't have the same appeal as Alan where something in me is just itching to own it. lol If it was a different CD cover, like her walking or something, I don't think I would have gotten it. hmm.. Let me find a picture, and you'll see what I mean.

http://images4.fanpop.com/image/photos/18900000/alan-new-album-JAPAN-PREMIUM-BEST-MORE-alan-18980131-400-400.jpg

lol like how can you say no to that. lol In comparison to this:

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