hm I think blogspot is having some issues lately~ Anyways... Life is same old~ feeling kinda down~ lol wants to have so much more but doesn't seem like I'm achieve anything. I want to go to a prestigious school. My dream schools are Harvard, Princeton, Yale, Duke, Cambridge, and Oxford. But from the looks of it, my chances are so slim. *sigh* If only...

*sigh* Recently, well I don't think it's recent, more like ever since he got a new gf lol, I've been missing him so much~ T_T Kept trying to laugh it off but at the end of the day, and I'm alone, I just want to call him up~ but he's in HK or wherever he might be~ point is, I can't just call him. Even if we're friends and friends talk on the phone, it just don't work like that... Not when you are on the other side of the world with yr gf.

Funny~ cuz that's one of the reason why I wanted to end it is that he'll be traveling around the world with his friends (guys and GIRLS *coughcough >_> not gonna say who) and I'll be stuck at home all by myself. The reality is that even if I were to be still with him, I will still be like this~ down~ cuz a part of me just wants to be wherever he is, which is impossible (as of right now). sigh

I hope you learn to cherish the things you have like today's the last. I hope you appreciate the things process as if it's the only thing you have. I hope you learn from your past mistakes.

I wish you will fall in love with me again someday...

I got this feeling that it might just happen~

moving on~ It's my father's bday today~ Happy bday daddy!! n I'm really hungry. I should sleep soon