Starving

I wonder if it ever occur to my parents that there's no food in the house. But we'll just go out and eat~ Not a problem~ It's just that I wish we have food in the house. I don't mind spending my OSAP money on breakfast and lunch outside, but it would save me a lot of money if there's food at home. It's not like I'm eating with my friends, I'm usually just dinning out alone.

So I had my exam from 2-4pm today. I got up at 9am and ate chocolate and yogart for breakfast. But those things don't last very long, so I went to timmies on my way to school for breakfast. After I finished my exam, I bus and so on and so fort, I was just starving. My bus stopped by the Loblaws and I thought I needed to buy bread and soup and so on for myself, not just for now but for the week. So I went to Loblaws, only to discover that the dollar sale was over, and things have gotten so much more expensive. I debated and decided not to buy because, silly me, would think my parents would go shopping to day (it's Sunday) and load the house with food. I also thought they might order take out for me cuz I had exams while they were all eating out for lunch (n breakfast too), but apparently, it was all wishful thinking. I came home and my parents were out still doing some church stuff Im guessing (but not shopping for sure). I asked my sister if they saved any food for me and she like laughed and said "no! Why would we do such a thing?" Like I don't know? Maybe the house got no food!? n Rebekah got exams and she had nothing to eat for the entire day??"

I have to say, I was pretty upset and somewhat angry when she said no. I should have knew it was wishful thinking and I regret not buying food on my way home. But see, I got another exam 8:30am tomorrow and instead of waiting in line, I really needs to study. Funny thing is, I'm so hungry and upset, I don't feel like studying. But after I ate more New Year chocolate I feel better. Although I was warn to not eat chocolate anymore (cuz I nearly singlehandedly lol, finish the whole box, but hey! do u honestly think I'm happy to have chocolate every single day for breakfast and lunch?), I still had a few more.

u_u I even debated if I should walk all the way back out in the cold just to get some food. What would they care?

I'm still really hungry >_> I think we're going out for dinner, but not anytime soon. >_> THese people really don't care about my exams or my education.... I would know... Whatever, it's just another one of these MANY incidents. I should have gotten use to it by now. Anyways, really needs to study.


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