Wednesday, October 27, 2010

so so sad

I feel like I flunked the OD exam today. I am soooo sad right now. FIrst was the ISSUE presentation and now the OD exam. T____T I am sooo sad, I even polished my nails black. Sigh~ I sooo needs to get perfect on my PSY exam. O God help me. I thought I'll have a really good chance to get an A+ too T___T now Im not even sure if I can get a B+. T__________T sooo down rite now, wanna lock myself in my room.

Ranny ask me to go out with him on Sat. I'm actually not interested in seeing him but I am interested in expanding my network. sigh u__u I don't know..... Exam on Sunday and I look like crap. sighhhhhhhh I'm just sooo sad right now...

Monday, October 18, 2010

so little time so much to do

I fell down the stairs yesterday~ really hurt my arm. >_< But I'm ok, my poor arm tho, I got like a two inch black/purple bruise T_T it's going away though with the help of ultra balm but yeaaa


GOt sooooooo much to do~ sigh~ n happy bday to my sister~ she didn't seem like she had a good time, probably cuz she had her exam today. yea... omg I have sooo much stuff to do~ better go.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

>_>

I don't know what the deal is but I am soooo annoy right now and this guy, supposive friend, wouldnt stop bothering me. omg~~~ he is sooo needy and soooo slow in getting things u know what I mean. He wouldnt stop talking to me and that little flashy blue thing of msn is bothering me, so I reply n he would say something stupid >_______> *sigh*

omg reading week is ending already~ I am so sad, so not ready for school yet~ so much to do!! OMG STUPID OSAP IS SO GAY LOCKED ME OUT PERMENTALY! Why is these govnerment site soooo retarded. Also the Yorku's book appointment site where ur suppose to book these htings online HAS NO BOOKING BUTTONS! u know what that means?

Yorku: yes, look at all these slots we have in this week~ FOOL YA U CAN'T BOOK ANY!! we are on crack~

>________> I don'[t know y I am so tense rite now, I think it's cuz I'm piss at all the electronics in the house and Jordan for BOTHERING me NONSTOP this ENTIRE week. How many times have I say I am not going to skating? Were you even listening? if not, then let's stop talking! See again, he is asking me if I know how to skate? Like DUH! BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT! I do not WANT to go!!!!!

omg sigh... n y is dinner to late today? like where did my parents go? >______>

I put Gummy's I'm sorry on repeat so I can hear Sanadara say sry for something that she didn't do >___> it's too bad it's in korean.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

thxgiving~~~

So it's reading week, meaning no school for a week 'cause exams are near~~

I just want to take this time to thank God for the things in life. The following are one of many many items/aspect that I am thankful for.

1. Family~ they're nuts sometimes, especially my parents and particularly a certain person there but lol~ I know they aren't perfect, not even close, but some people would die to have parents. They also had really touch childhoods and are really hardworking to provide for the family.

2. Esther, she helps me so much with life and coping with the parents so she deserve her own little line lol

3. Ranny~~ he too deserves this space lol. Even though we broke up, he's always there for me, never judged, he's just amazing~ Knowing him was such a blessing.

4. My Boss - need I say more?

5. Education - yes, I thank GOd for having 6 classes. Before, every damn class was full, couldnt get into anything, but now I have 6!!! X_X

6. My friends~ Britt, Joyce, Micah, lol and so on~ You know who you are ^-^!!! Thx for all the luv

7. MY stuff: laptop, bed, pillows, paper, gu zheng, stuff animals, clothes, water, food, shelter, and so on~

hm~ I've been having weird dreams lately... Don't remember what they are but weird~ Anyways, before I get back to work u_u I want to thank God cuz omg I got 90% on my proposal!! THe one with the crazy progquest!! Everyone else (so far like 5 other people) that I know got 50%. His comment was "I wish there were more proposals that look like your's" so I am veryyyy thankful. ALso for the expereice write up thing, my professior wrote a comment to me he said something suppose to be encouraging I guess. I am not sure if I fully understand it. Professors always forget that they speak an entirely different language form the student u_u~ Oh well~ I got perfect on that experince paper ^^ but so did everyone else lol~ *sigh* so yea~ Good start this year ^-^



Current Music: I'm Yours - Jason Marz

Sunday, October 10, 2010

I SO FRIGIN HATE THIS LAPTOP~ IT'S SOOO VIRUS-INAFFECTED THAT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY ANYMORE~ OMG I HAVE THIS PROPOSAL THAT IS DUE VERY SOON!! IN LIKE A DAY N STUPID COMP IS BEING SO SLOW~ THERE'S ALWAYS SOMETHING STUPID THAT THEY CAN LOAD THE FRIGIN PAGE!! N THAT "FRIEND" HASNT REPLY ME N UPDATE ME WITH WHAT I MISS IN CLASS!! OMG LIKE I STRUGGLED SO MUCH IF I SHOULD HELP HER N NOW ITS LIKE SHE DOESNT WANNA HELP NE CUZ SHE GONNA FAIL >_> well maybe not fail, but not doing well.... omg.... I'm really scare rite now... n I forgot my cell at Auntie Peggy's house T_T so I cant call her either... omg... X_X What should I do T_T

Current Music: suki de suki de suki de - Koda Kumi

Thursday, October 7, 2010

BDay

So a lot of ppls/friends wonder wut I did for my bday, so I'm just gonna annouce it on my blog what I did on Oct 2nd.

I worked with my group at school till 11:30pm n forgot to have dinner.


The persentation is finally over, but I'm still sooo stress. So I took a day off today, not sure if it's a good idea, cuz I have to hang in my work assignment to my boss tomorrow and I havent started X_X I just couldnt work today, that persentation sucked me dry. It was 4 days (like 8/9amish) n 4 nites (11/12pm, 1/2/3amish), I skipped so many meals, I even skipped class to work on it. It was the most intense group work I have ever done so far. Fourth year classes are SOOOO demanding T_T Like I honestly don't have time for anything else. Speaking of now, I am sooo screw for tomorrow, but my brain is just not functioning. I need at least one day to recover from that one week of intensity.

I;ll have to get started after I finish this blog. I have some ideas that I wanna work with but I don't know how the market research is gonna go about. ANyways~~ let's not talk about the boring stuff, ogmomgomgomg~ sO I went out with my lil sis today to the mall n did some shopping rite~ n then after that, Ranny called me <3 He remembered that it was my bday (or more like belated bday) so he treated me n my sister dinner o_o Yeah~ lolol my lil sis thinks he's good looking n gave me a thumb up lol~ It's too bad that we have no plans of getting back together anytime soon~ it's for the best tho I think~ he'll partying, meeting other girls n building that network~ go to the states, study , work~ I'm sure his name will be well-known one day~ n there's no way I'm loosing to him ~~~


must get back to work now~ *sigh* dunno y~ but I miss him already lolol~ ok getting back to work now~ for real~

Music: Overprotected - Britney Spears

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

extremely annoyed

Just came back from my group meeting and I won't say I'm angry or anything, but I am offended by this guy in my group. Yeah~ we're friends and all, even from before, he just annoys me too much. I don't understand why everytime we talk, he has to lecture me about something that is none of his business. Even if he is tryign to help me, give me advice and stuff, I don't think he has enough expereince to know da heck he's saying. He's just improvisating some sh*t out.

So yesterday, I already had enough with him. When he was like "omg! This is like bothering me! Do let people push you around, omg~ can't up for yourself. You gotta woman up man! WOMAN UP!"

Thanks to my friend Micah, calling him made me so much better now. He had a bad day too apparently~ *sigh* I just wish that guy can stop being so fake and so twoface and act like he knows it all. Also, Kristina is wayyyy too good for him.