List of things to do in the summer 2011!
-Go to the beach
-Go to the HUMA field trip!
-Completion of summer gu zheng project
-Completion of Stats 2
-Completion of prep gu zheng examination in Oct
-Completion of summer HR work term
-Getting a new look
-Plan and prep for graduation in 2012
-study plan + course selection
-find HR employment
-academic appointment to ensure 2012 grad
-save up enough money to repay OSAP
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
can't help procrastinating
so instead of studying for econ and huma I ended up developing songs on gu zheng. Katy Perry's Teenage Dream and one of Joey Yung's song. N I'm thinking of doing Journey's Faithfully too~ Currently my entire head is just trying to transcribe notes to gu zheng *sigh* u_u wut am I gonna do? The exam is on this coming SUnday. I kept thinking that I still have time but I dont think so. Everyone is studying so hard. The econ exam is on chap 6,7,8,9,10,11 X_X that's 6 chapters and for HUMA I have over like 100 pages of reading to do (single space)
oo~ someone save me~
n omg I got my psy finals back. Almost fail it. >_> And I can't believe I am .8% away from getting a B... .8%!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE JUST GIVE IT .8% ME I NEED IT T_T *sigh* lol I feel like blaming this on Ranny. If only he and his girl gotten together maybe a day later I would have done better on my psy exam, cuz I would have actually read the chapter on the psychology of Love, Passion, and Sexual Attraction >__> *sigh* That is why I need to study for econ and huma!!! to Bring my gpa back up!!! go go go!!!
oo~ someone save me~
n omg I got my psy finals back. Almost fail it. >_> And I can't believe I am .8% away from getting a B... .8%!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE JUST GIVE IT .8% ME I NEED IT T_T *sigh* lol I feel like blaming this on Ranny. If only he and his girl gotten together maybe a day later I would have done better on my psy exam, cuz I would have actually read the chapter on the psychology of Love, Passion, and Sexual Attraction >__> *sigh* That is why I need to study for econ and huma!!! to Bring my gpa back up!!! go go go!!!
Monday, April 11, 2011
美丽的神话
Funny~ Its been awhile lol and I still find myself thinking bout him from time to time~ lol *sigh* I never fails to amuse myself.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h35Eo9TWV2M
o~ wut beautiful music~ the erhu sound as if it's crying and just screaming in agony. lol I'm trying to get my friend to play this with me ~ but neither of us can actually play it~ lol I lack the skills n he lacks the er hu scores >_< still trying to find it.
So 3 exams are down and 2 mores to go. THere's sooo much to study from Econ >_< and HUMA too~ but HUMA should be easy I suppose. It's mostly review but econ it's >___< help me!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h35Eo9TWV2M
o~ wut beautiful music~ the erhu sound as if it's crying and just screaming in agony. lol I'm trying to get my friend to play this with me ~ but neither of us can actually play it~ lol I lack the skills n he lacks the er hu scores >_< still trying to find it.
So 3 exams are down and 2 mores to go. THere's sooo much to study from Econ >_< and HUMA too~ but HUMA should be easy I suppose. It's mostly review but econ it's >___< help me!!
Friday, April 8, 2011
gu zheng music upload on the way
so I found this gold mine site!~! It got all these gu zheng morden music scores!!! Like Eason Chen, Jacky Chen, Korean OSTs and so on~ I tried some and I definitely needs some time. lol I want to start a summer project and upload these video (when I perfect them) on youtube~ Maybe one new song a week~ :P loll
Current music: Tunes of Rainbow Cloud <3 (my all time fav gu zheng song) - Yuen Sha
Current music: Tunes of Rainbow Cloud <3 (my all time fav gu zheng song) - Yuen Sha
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Family Bible Study
A tree grows all it can be. A person too should choose to be a tree and grow as big and as strong it can be. The bible says that a good tree bears good fruit, and a good person will have good results. To have good results you must be good and to do that, like a tree, you must develop. The heart must be nurtured (shoring/ stocking) and so it’s important to withstand the weather, the seasons, and fight the evil in the heart, because the mouth speaks what the heart is full of.
In communication: have something good to say. That comes from the goodies that you stored up.
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I called a friend of mine today, just need to rant about the Ranny incident. Even though I am over it, I still can't stop thinking and dreaming about it. My friend response that it's cuz I'm not over it and that I am delusional. I find it interesting, because I don't feel depressed / sadden (maybe just a little bit lol) about it anymore. Still, today, I find myself talking about Ranny to my sister while shopping the whole time.
I think this effect is affecting my daily life. Interrupting with productivity and my decision making process. I want to get rid this constant Ranny thinking lol. My friend say it just takes time, but its been like what some time now and still, it persist and I think it's getting worse. Time is not healing and I need to move on. He cannot stall me any longer. This time is about me Ranny. Leave me. >_<
In communication: have something good to say. That comes from the goodies that you stored up.
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I called a friend of mine today, just need to rant about the Ranny incident. Even though I am over it, I still can't stop thinking and dreaming about it. My friend response that it's cuz I'm not over it and that I am delusional. I find it interesting, because I don't feel depressed / sadden (maybe just a little bit lol) about it anymore. Still, today, I find myself talking about Ranny to my sister while shopping the whole time.
I think this effect is affecting my daily life. Interrupting with productivity and my decision making process. I want to get rid this constant Ranny thinking lol. My friend say it just takes time, but its been like what some time now and still, it persist and I think it's getting worse. Time is not healing and I need to move on. He cannot stall me any longer. This time is about me Ranny. Leave me. >_<
Monday, April 4, 2011
Lady Gaga - No Way
I saw a shadow,
And I knew that it wasn't mine
You and her, I know that you were intertwined
Even though her clothes were on and everything
Your eyes were somewhere else and you were both
To blame
Don't say a word, I'm sure that it won't
Be enough
To erase what I know
Just happens now what dreams are made of
This is my house and I won't allow the disrespect
Baby don't look at me like that, I don't belong to you
Cause baby now that your caught what am I supposed to say?
When you're so wrong in what you did
But I still feel this way
I can't believe it or forget it, what I saw that day
And if you're wonderin' if I'm staying
The answer is no way
No way ay-ay-ay
No way ay-ay-ay
No way ay-ay-ay-ee-ay-ee-ay-ee-ay
And then I saw something I know did not belong to me
But then I thought there was no way you would do that to me
And then last week when you went outside to use your phone
I felt a chill but told myself that it was from the cold
And I just woke up but I wish that it was a nightmare
'Cause when I have those it isn't real like this one is
This is my heart and I won't allow the disrespect
Baby don't look at me like that, I don't belong to you
'Cause baby now that you're caught what am I supposed to say
When you're so wrong in what you did
But I still feel this way
I can't believe it or forget it, what I saw today
And if you're wonderin' if I'm staying
The answer is no way
No way-ay-ay-ay
No way-ay-ay-ay
No way-ay-ay-ay-ee-ay-ee-ay-ee-ay
Get your things and go
You can take the dinner leftover from last night
I made you your favorite goodbye
'Cause baby now that you're caught what am I supposed to say
When you're so wrong in what you did
But I still feel this way
I can't believe it or forget it, what I saw today
And if you're wonderin' if I'm staying
The answer is no way
No way-ay-ay-ay
No way-ay-ay-ay
No way-ay-ay-ay-ee-ay-ee-ay-ee-ay
Ehh-heeeeeeyyyyyy-ohhhhhhhh-noo way
No way
And I knew that it wasn't mine
You and her, I know that you were intertwined
Even though her clothes were on and everything
Your eyes were somewhere else and you were both
To blame
Don't say a word, I'm sure that it won't
Be enough
To erase what I know
Just happens now what dreams are made of
This is my house and I won't allow the disrespect
Baby don't look at me like that, I don't belong to you
Cause baby now that your caught what am I supposed to say?
When you're so wrong in what you did
But I still feel this way
I can't believe it or forget it, what I saw that day
And if you're wonderin' if I'm staying
The answer is no way
No way ay-ay-ay
No way ay-ay-ay
No way ay-ay-ay-ee-ay-ee-ay-ee-ay
And then I saw something I know did not belong to me
But then I thought there was no way you would do that to me
And then last week when you went outside to use your phone
I felt a chill but told myself that it was from the cold
And I just woke up but I wish that it was a nightmare
'Cause when I have those it isn't real like this one is
This is my heart and I won't allow the disrespect
Baby don't look at me like that, I don't belong to you
'Cause baby now that you're caught what am I supposed to say
When you're so wrong in what you did
But I still feel this way
I can't believe it or forget it, what I saw today
And if you're wonderin' if I'm staying
The answer is no way
No way-ay-ay-ay
No way-ay-ay-ay
No way-ay-ay-ay-ee-ay-ee-ay-ee-ay
Get your things and go
You can take the dinner leftover from last night
I made you your favorite goodbye
'Cause baby now that you're caught what am I supposed to say
When you're so wrong in what you did
But I still feel this way
I can't believe it or forget it, what I saw today
And if you're wonderin' if I'm staying
The answer is no way
No way-ay-ay-ay
No way-ay-ay-ay
No way-ay-ay-ay-ee-ay-ee-ay-ee-ay
Ehh-heeeeeeyyyyyy-ohhhhhhhh-noo way
No way
Friday, April 1, 2011
Hail!
Somehow I started rewatching Code Gegass lol~ At such a busy time of exam, I'm rewatching anime. Although it's one of Ranny's fav. anime and yes~ I have lots of those memories of watching this anime with him, I didn't rewatch it relive those memories. It somehow just came up on youtube, so I started watching and something insightful came to my mind.
All that the main character Lulu (short.)wanted is to built a happy peaceful world where his little sister Nunnerly can live and be happy. Who knew it would become such a mess? In the process of creating this world that his little sister didn't even ask for, he lost his first love and childhood friend Euphinee (or however you spell her name), his good friend Shirley, his half brother Cloves (tho. he didn't like him much anyway), his pretended brother Rolo, his father and even his beloved mother, fought against his once most loyal bodyguard, his sister too (tho she came back later on fighting on the other side), and he pretty much became isolated from everyone. In the end, he died as well.
Still, no matter how the storyline twist, no matter what happened, he kept going. Whose blood he shed, those hatred built, he just kept going. There were times where he did tried using drugs and Kallen (lol) to comfort himself. Oh~ The pain he must be feeling~
Somehow this shed a new light in my life. What happened to me was nothing in comparison to what happened to Lulu .Still, even if I was him, there is no way I will pay that kind of price. All along, he had a tragic end in mind. But it doesn't have to be that way. But it's no wonder he planned his death. I wouldn't want to live either if I had pay such an unnecessary price. Still, I do find me and Lulu a bit alike. We both have an idealistic future in mind, one of happiness. To do so, we had to make trades off. In order to rebuilt something you must destroy it first. So he tried to destroy Brittian (or however you spell it >_>) and rebuilt a new society. Whereas me, I broke up with Ranny. TO this day, I have no regret. The only regret I have is not have been the best girlfriend when I was with him. Still, like Lulu, it's one of those things that just has to be done. And like Lulu, I have my reasons and the basis/ the foundation of these reasons are all irrational~ lol In the end, it all comes down to 'aishiteru' I did it for the both of us and I will not look back. It's been a week and 2 days since Ranny officially got a new girl. The sorries, the reasons, the explanations has gotten old. What happened between us will not be in vain. Believe me. I still have faith that one day, in the future, we will meet and even fall in love again. Until then, I will march on.
Current Music: somewhere with you - Tyler Ward
All that the main character Lulu (short.)wanted is to built a happy peaceful world where his little sister Nunnerly can live and be happy. Who knew it would become such a mess? In the process of creating this world that his little sister didn't even ask for, he lost his first love and childhood friend Euphinee (or however you spell her name), his good friend Shirley, his half brother Cloves (tho. he didn't like him much anyway), his pretended brother Rolo, his father and even his beloved mother, fought against his once most loyal bodyguard, his sister too (tho she came back later on fighting on the other side), and he pretty much became isolated from everyone. In the end, he died as well.
Still, no matter how the storyline twist, no matter what happened, he kept going. Whose blood he shed, those hatred built, he just kept going. There were times where he did tried using drugs and Kallen (lol) to comfort himself. Oh~ The pain he must be feeling~
Somehow this shed a new light in my life. What happened to me was nothing in comparison to what happened to Lulu .Still, even if I was him, there is no way I will pay that kind of price. All along, he had a tragic end in mind. But it doesn't have to be that way. But it's no wonder he planned his death. I wouldn't want to live either if I had pay such an unnecessary price. Still, I do find me and Lulu a bit alike. We both have an idealistic future in mind, one of happiness. To do so, we had to make trades off. In order to rebuilt something you must destroy it first. So he tried to destroy Brittian (or however you spell it >_>) and rebuilt a new society. Whereas me, I broke up with Ranny. TO this day, I have no regret. The only regret I have is not have been the best girlfriend when I was with him. Still, like Lulu, it's one of those things that just has to be done. And like Lulu, I have my reasons and the basis/ the foundation of these reasons are all irrational~ lol In the end, it all comes down to 'aishiteru' I did it for the both of us and I will not look back. It's been a week and 2 days since Ranny officially got a new girl. The sorries, the reasons, the explanations has gotten old. What happened between us will not be in vain. Believe me. I still have faith that one day, in the future, we will meet and even fall in love again. Until then, I will march on.
Current Music: somewhere with you - Tyler Ward
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