thxgiving~~~

So it's reading week, meaning no school for a week 'cause exams are near~~

I just want to take this time to thank God for the things in life. The following are one of many many items/aspect that I am thankful for.

1. Family~ they're nuts sometimes, especially my parents and particularly a certain person there but lol~ I know they aren't perfect, not even close, but some people would die to have parents. They also had really touch childhoods and are really hardworking to provide for the family.

2. Esther, she helps me so much with life and coping with the parents so she deserve her own little line lol

3. Ranny~~ he too deserves this space lol. Even though we broke up, he's always there for me, never judged, he's just amazing~ Knowing him was such a blessing.

4. My Boss - need I say more?

5. Education - yes, I thank GOd for having 6 classes. Before, every damn class was full, couldnt get into anything, but now I have 6!!! X_X

6. My friends~ Britt, Joyce, Micah, lol and so on~ You know who you are ^-^!!! Thx for all the luv

7. MY stuff: laptop, bed, pillows, paper, gu zheng, stuff animals, clothes, water, food, shelter, and so on~

hm~ I've been having weird dreams lately... Don't remember what they are but weird~ Anyways, before I get back to work u_u I want to thank God cuz omg I got 90% on my proposal!! THe one with the crazy progquest!! Everyone else (so far like 5 other people) that I know got 50%. His comment was "I wish there were more proposals that look like your's" so I am veryyyy thankful. ALso for the expereice write up thing, my professior wrote a comment to me he said something suppose to be encouraging I guess. I am not sure if I fully understand it. Professors always forget that they speak an entirely different language form the student u_u~ Oh well~ I got perfect on that experince paper ^^ but so did everyone else lol~ *sigh* so yea~ Good start this year ^-^



Current Music: I'm Yours - Jason Marz

I SO FRIGIN HATE THIS LAPTOP~ IT'S SOOO VIRUS-INAFFECTED THAT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY ANYMORE~ OMG I HAVE THIS PROPOSAL THAT IS DUE VERY SOON!! IN LIKE A DAY N STUPID COMP IS BEING SO SLOW~ THERE'S ALWAYS SOMETHING STUPID THAT THEY CAN LOAD THE FRIGIN PAGE!! N THAT "FRIEND" HASNT REPLY ME N UPDATE ME WITH WHAT I MISS IN CLASS!! OMG LIKE I STRUGGLED SO MUCH IF I SHOULD HELP HER N NOW ITS LIKE SHE DOESNT WANNA HELP NE CUZ SHE GONNA FAIL >_> well maybe not fail, but not doing well.... omg.... I'm really scare rite now... n I forgot my cell at Auntie Peggy's house T_T so I cant call her either... omg... X_X What should I do T_T

Current Music: suki de suki de suki de - Koda Kumi

BDay

So a lot of ppls/friends wonder wut I did for my bday, so I'm just gonna annouce it on my blog what I did on Oct 2nd.

I worked with my group at school till 11:30pm n forgot to have dinner.


The persentation is finally over, but I'm still sooo stress. So I took a day off today, not sure if it's a good idea, cuz I have to hang in my work assignment to my boss tomorrow and I havent started X_X I just couldnt work today, that persentation sucked me dry. It was 4 days (like 8/9amish) n 4 nites (11/12pm, 1/2/3amish), I skipped so many meals, I even skipped class to work on it. It was the most intense group work I have ever done so far. Fourth year classes are SOOOO demanding T_T Like I honestly don't have time for anything else. Speaking of now, I am sooo screw for tomorrow, but my brain is just not functioning. I need at least one day to recover from that one week of intensity.

I;ll have to get started after I finish this blog. I have some ideas that I wanna work with but I don't know how the market research is gonna go about. ANyways~~ let's not talk about the boring stuff, ogmomgomgomg~ sO I went out with my lil sis today to the mall n did some shopping rite~ n then after that, Ranny called me <3 He remembered that it was my bday (or more like belated bday) so he treated me n my sister dinner o_o Yeah~ lolol my lil sis thinks he's good looking n gave me a thumb up lol~ It's too bad that we have no plans of getting back together anytime soon~ it's for the best tho I think~ he'll partying, meeting other girls n building that network~ go to the states, study , work~ I'm sure his name will be well-known one day~ n there's no way I'm loosing to him ~~~


must get back to work now~ *sigh* dunno y~ but I miss him already lolol~ ok getting back to work now~ for real~

Music: Overprotected - Britney Spears

extremely annoyed

Just came back from my group meeting and I won't say I'm angry or anything, but I am offended by this guy in my group. Yeah~ we're friends and all, even from before, he just annoys me too much. I don't understand why everytime we talk, he has to lecture me about something that is none of his business. Even if he is tryign to help me, give me advice and stuff, I don't think he has enough expereince to know da heck he's saying. He's just improvisating some sh*t out.

So yesterday, I already had enough with him. When he was like "omg! This is like bothering me! Do let people push you around, omg~ can't up for yourself. You gotta woman up man! WOMAN UP!"

Thanks to my friend Micah, calling him made me so much better now. He had a bad day too apparently~ *sigh* I just wish that guy can stop being so fake and so twoface and act like he knows it all. Also, Kristina is wayyyy too good for him.

Time's flying

I cannot believe that reading week is arleady next week~ omg.. I have sooooo much to do, sooo much to read T_T This stupid persentation on Wed is taking up all my time. Been working with my group all day from like 8ish 9ish am to 10/11/12ish pm even to 1am (sometimes) every night for the past week. I don't even have time to work on my assignment from my boss~

hatehatehate york

I FRIGIN HATE YORK SOO MUCH AND THEIR STUPID ADMIN AND THEIR STUPID INTERNET N THEIR STUPID EMAIL!! Honestly!!! >_________>

I hate this.

omg~ I wanna cry~ Hate doing research, it was never my thing. I don't even know what to do, that database that he told us to do is SOO FRIGIN USELESS!! NEVER HAD I SEEN A DATABASE SO USELESS B4! He can't even find a method thatworks for his example, like how are we suppose to find ours if he cant find his.

I don't understand a thing that's going on. God help me T___T