Being Compared

Why do we do it? It's like comparing apples with oranges ~ they're both friuts but u know u can't do that, so why compare people? isn't that the same logic?

So last night, my mentor/employer/boss/second mom/sister/friend/family-friend? (I don't even know what to call her anymore) called me and she said blahblahblah~ She had lots of good points, her thinking is correct~ but then all of a sudden, she said to me "o no~ Cory just left IBM, I wanted you to come meet him! So you can see the differences." This is acutally the second time she told me this. The first time she said it, I took it as a joke (it wasn't funny tho). So I said "Isn't it obivious?" Then she went on, "o~ I want u to meet this other girl in IBM, she is just like you BUT... blahblahblah~ I want you to see the differences." >__>

Okay, I get your point. YOu want me to see how much I suck in comparison to IBM's stellar employees. Great... But it's best if we don't meet at all, I already have this urge to make that girl cry. I just can not be compare, especially to another girl. Urg~ I think is my nature of extreme competitivness that made it seem like it's a big deal.

I think the real question is that if you love IBM's stellar employees so much, why don't you just convince them to work for you instead? I know you can do it? Why don't you mentor them instead and treat them ice-cream? If you're not satisfy with me, then drop me already.

Words like those really bothers me. Is like I want them to disappear. *sigh* u_u Then again, it's not really their fault....